It doesn't have to hurt - being in love, being part of someone else's thoughts not necessarily at the same time that you are thinking of them.  But when it does, it is inspiring and creates an elation that endless happiness simply can't touch.  Climbing the mountain and tumbling down it become one and the same - our failures and accomplishments ( Read more... )

Dollhouse 1x13.  Bleak, just the way I like it.  And a great way to start a saturday morning, with pancakes and tempeh.

Busy weekend ahead.  Hoping to start making regular entries again soon, missing my little lj family.

Hope everyone is well, although in general the world is not so easy and I doubt it's the case.

Ah well.

*hugs all

First of all..... WANT.  (god i love her.)

Secondly, ( I am way off kilter today. )

I checked my mail last night and found socks.  Hell yes.  And a new pair of thumbhole arm warmers (black, duh) which are serving me very well today.  I didn't realize they had wool content when I ordered them... but it's a little late now to worry.

( putting them back together again )

Today was supposed to be one of those "get things done" days.  And I tried, I did, but it didn't really work out as planned.

( tedium, failure, and some thoughts on future projects )

Going to do karaoke tonight.  Well... going to the karaoke bar with Nathanael and Katie and other boys and girls and friends.  I am really excited to go, and really excited to see him perform and to be more comfortable around his friends this time and noisy and happy and lalalalaalalalalaaaaa..... but um... I'm not so sure I'm ready to pick up the ( Read more... )

Scratch.

I am obviously selfish.

I rarely check my f-list because I am so self-involved right now.

People I know are dying, having relatives die, overcoming the consequences of suicides and para-suicides, dead to the world, dealing with the big issues that I prefer to ignore.

And I'm worried about tiny things.  Manageable issues.  Sex.  Money.  My ( Read more... )

I've been sort of prone to hurting myself lately in randomly accidental ways.  Semi-graphic descriptions of my bloody messes below the cut.

( here thar be blood )

( money, work, worries, weirdness )

Yesterday.  Yesterday was a couple things.

( surprise, I'm not perfect. dammit! )